Aller plus loin, aller plus haut, toujours plus loin, toujours plus beau.
Have you heard this song? I have just to hear it on line in YouTube while I was searching french pop music. I really like the french music. I do not know if it is the accent or something else but I love it. This kind of music sounds good. And it sounds even better If the music is played and sing by kids. I believe that it has much more merit on this way. I never had heard about them but they really sing cool. I see that they have a TeckTonik influence, what a great detail. I already heard the song and it is nice pop music. While I was working at the office my mind was singing the chorus automatically hahahaha it is quite sticky. If you want to hear something light and cool, let’s sing with KidTonik.

Have you heard about Francis from Assisi? I have heard about him since a lot of years ago. This man have meant to me almost all of my bonds with God. I remember when I was a teen I never lived thinking or feeling the grace of God in me, but suddenly this man arrived to my place and turned me into a new way to see the world. Do not ask me how or why, it is simply was. Today was the day of this man (october, 4), this holy man. I believe that he was the only who can live really free on this world, free as a bird, as the leaves, as every things created by God. Freedom is a goal that we search frenetically. But we confuse this word nowadays. There is a difference, a big difference between the modern man freedom and the christian freedom. The first one means “without god neither law”, and the second one means “submission to God”. How can it be possible? The more we accept what we can not change the more free we are.
Today I realized that I need to accept myself such as I am, before to accept the others. I have seen myself trying to be another man but not to fighting to say YES to what I am. I have learnt that there are three ways to live the real life: rebellion, resignation and acceptance. The last one is the harder. It is to understand that things happen for something special. My goal for the future: let God to make what He want, do not think and do not fight for what I want to be but simply to be the one what I am.
I would like to introduce you into the life and thoughts of Francis from Assisi, and the way how his words are  still effective. We live in a present quite similar to the age where he lived. If you think a few our age is totally similar to the middle age: we live a second middle age.

1. The song of Amergin
2. Amergin’s Invocation
3. Elegy
4. Sailing to Byzantium
5. Maranatha (Come Lord)
6. Abwoon (Our Father)
7. Inmortal Memory
8. Paradise Lost
9. I asked for love
10. Psallit in aure Dei

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I’ve already written so many things about Lisa Gerrard but it’s never enough. I wrote about her some days ago in a post dedicated to her talent voice. This is a special album, boring for someones, amazing for me. Enjoy it, totally according to her previous one Within the Realm of a Dying Sun. There’re two tracks singing in Arameo, the ancient language of Jewish, the language of Jesus. Therefore this is a very spiritual mystic album, full of beauty symphonic shades.

How can I sleep now If I can not relax my mind and throw away the hurts that jabs my stability. It is a common manifiesto for today, is not it? Since a few months ago I can not sleep by night, a lot of thoughts and ideas about life and death cross over my eyes fixed in the ceiling. I would like to choose one of them at least but it is hard… i know it so well.

Now I am trying to sleep remembering good things, or simply praying to God as I did it when I was younger.God… it is a great theme. I would like to write a lot about it but not now, it is too late and tomorrow I have to work. It is 3 AM and I am still writing here. However it is a consequence of my state of mind. When I am with this energy I try to search help in several ways, however none of them help me like I really need and then came the sad feeling of frustration.

What kind of help I search? It is a good question. There are a lot of answers but all of them are simply empty answers because I search help in people, and now I understand that the real help comes from another source. But only now I understand, what happened before? and what happened with all the things I lived and touched in the past? This site will be a good way to recover and face everything that it was back. Some of them were forgotten but they remain latent, another ones results effective but without a a sincere analysis. Here we are.